Sinead O'Connor took to social media Monday and appeared to be alone, distraught and having what may have been a mental breakdown. "I'm all by myself. I've absolutely nobody in my life except my doctor," she said in the video posted from a New Jersey motel room. "My entire life is revolving around just not dying and that's not living!" She claims she has been abandoned by her family and friends. "I love the people that are doing this to me. I am not staying alive for me," she said in the video.