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Remorse Is Forever
BY Ebony Angel B.
Published: August 2008
I can't believe I took your life.
I know now and I knew then, I had no right.
It was a selfish choice that I made.
I chose myself when your life I could have saved.
I thought it would be easier to terminate,
But I still feel the remorse 3 years to the date.
You were one of heaven's angels that GOD lent to me.
And I took your life; could GOD forgive me?
I was lost and confused and didn't know what to do.
So I selfishly chose me, when I should have chosen you.
I regret that I will never see your face
or comfort you with a motherly embrace.
That decision has put a strain on our marriage.
I believe what we did was the cause of our recent miscarriage.
I hope GOD can forgive us and that you can too.
To bring you back, there is nothing I wouldn't do.
Live on, my love, I will see you at the gate.
To hold, love and kiss you; Mommy just can't wait.
I'm sorry I've stolen an angel away.
I will feel remorse FOREVER because of that day.